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6, 2006
We arrived
at the Canyon this past Sunday, and our time here has been
spectacular so far. We were fortunate enough to find a very
nice spot for our motorhome in Trailer Village, a spot that seems
to be preferred by deer, elk, and coyotes. We've had pretty
close contact with all three, quite constantly. We've walked
through families of elk, we've had daytime visits from very large
bull elks, we've had a nighttime visit from seven mule deer bucks,
all but one of which had pretty impressive antlers. We've
had some beautiful walks through the Ponderosa pines and the Utah
junipers. All in all, there are a great many things in this
park that are simply amazing to experience. The bugling of
the bull elk in the early morning or evening can send chills up
and down your spine. The howling of the coyote can send your
imagination flying to different worlds and different times.
The beauty and grace of the deer can make you realize just how
beautiful the creatures of this planet are. When
tourists come, they usually spend about four hours here, never
really leaving the rim of the Canyon except to enter a store or
restaurant or to go back to their cars, buses, or train. To
most, the entire experience of the Grand Canyon has to do with the
huge hole in the ground. And while that hole in the ground
is so beautiful that it can bring tears to your eyes, there's much
more to the park than erosion, and I feel honored to be able to
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These
aspens are just north of Flagstaff,
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But
it also gets me thinking about our tendency to focus on the
most obvious things of all, and neglecting many other things
that may be more than worth our while to explore. Why
do we tend to focus on the surface of things without going
any deeper into something that may deserve for us to look at
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other words, do I merely see that a particular person is somewhat
loud and annoying, without finding out anything more about him or
her? Do I see just the ability to be a plumber without
recognizing a person's deeper beauty and other gifts? Do I
see a student as just something that's supposed to do homework and
turn in assignments? Do I view a mother as just a parent,
without keeping in mind the larger picture, the many things that
exist in her other than her parenthood?
If I see
just the Canyon, I miss a great deal of the rest of the
park. If I go to San Diego and see just the zoo, I'm missing
most of what San Diego is. If I know a person and see just
their function or title or job or a particularly strong
personality trait, then I'm doing that person--and myself--a great
disservice.
I want to
know much more about this place than the fact that there's a
pretty big hole in the ground. Likewise, I want to know more
about my co-workers than their names and job
responsibilities. We're all human beings, and it's important
for us to share our humanity. Of course, some won't want to
share who they are or how they feel, and that has to be fine--in
that I have to accept and respect their wishes. But if I
look at a person for a short time and see just the Canyon--just
the most remarkable aspect of who they are as human beings--then
I'm losing out on a big part of life.
I've been
here less than a week, and already the Canyon is teaching
me. I hope that I can recognize more of the lessons that it
has for me to learn.
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This
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October 15, 2006
It's
fascinating to work in the hotel here and have steady contact with
people who have been exposed to the Canyon. Many people have
been here before, and they make a point of coming to the Canyon
regularly. Many people are here for the first time, and
they're almost overwhelmed by the beauty and grandeur of the
place. Many are here for the first time, and they're more
upset that they can't stay in a hotel here than they are
appreciative of the sights to see, even though they didn't bother to
make reservations before coming.
Just as with
everything else in life, I believe, the Canyon experience is what
people make of it. Some people come here with every intention
of enjoying themselves and immersing themselves in the atmosphere,
and they seem to have a wonderful time. Others come here
without leaving behind their everyday lives and problems, and
they're never able to appreciate the experience fully because
they're never able to focus on it clearly. Most
people--perhaps 90% of the almost five million who visit each
year--spend more time in the gift shops and restaurants than they do
with the Canyon and all that it has to offer.
One man asked
if we have Internet access, and he was surprised when we told him we
didn't. His wife smiled and said "good." She
knew that she had a better chance of him being fully with her if he
weren't trying to take care of business online for the two days they
were going to stay.
I am
absolutely amazed at the number of people that I see walking around
the Canyon with glum, unhappy faces. There's something amazing
almost everywhere you turn here, but that doesn't seem to matter to
everyone. Most people seem to be carrying their everyday
baggage with them no matter where they happen to be.
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Of
course, I realize that I'm not one to point any fingers or
criticize others. I've done plenty of the same thing
in my life, and I'd love to have back some of the time that
I wasted in places like Barcelona, Italy, Germany, and other
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But now my
goal is to learn from these people, to try to see what's making
them unhappy in such an amazing place so that I can avoid some of
the pitfalls that they're running into. I now live in one of
the most beautiful and spectacular places on the planet, and I
want to make the most of it. I want to see the Canyon, I
want to feel it, and I want to experience it in such a way that it
becomes a part of me. I can do that only if I focus on the
Canyon itself, and devote much time, energy, and attention to
it. It's not going to reach out and offer itself to
me. The Canyon doesn't care. If I get a lot from it,
the Canyon doesn't care. Nor does it care if I get nothing
out of it and have a miserable existence while I'm here. The
Canyon is truly objective, in a way that people can't be.
But I care,
and I want to make this a rich part of my life. So I look to
others to see who's happy and what they're doing to be happy, and
who's unhappy and what they're doing to make themselves unhappy,
and I try to learn from them. There's lots to learn in this
world, and there's lots to experience almost everywhere. We
do have to choose to be open to it, though, and to be willing to
give our attention if we want to learn anything at all.
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Storms
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